Interstellar
SPECTACULAR AS FUCKING EVER. I don’t fucking think Nolan can rival himself with this masterpiece of a fucking movie he made, honestly. I’ve loved space, and I’ve been drawn to the stars ever since I was little. I’m just amazed at the beauty and mystery of the universe of everything, really, and though I may not be smart enough to understand it or immortal enough to see the real truth behind our universe unfold. Still, I will always fucking admire it ALWAYS. Our existence on this planet, in this solar system, in this galaxy, is so little and so insignificant, yet it seems and feels so big to us, with our lifespan of barely 100 years. I really am jealous of the people who don’t think about this stuff, who live their lives without ever considering the scale of the universe. I had this classmate who actually really thought the sun was the biggest star in the universe, like dead serious, a fucking 15 years old idk maybe I’m not normal, and not knowing that at 15 is normal.
Still, yeah, some of them are also blinded by religion. It pisses me off so much, but who knows? Maybe we non-believers are wrong. There’s no way to really prove anything idk what I’m even talking right now, but I really am jealous of the people of the future who will maybe have gotten even 1% closer to the truth of the universe. I wanna die watching the fucking night sky in a place with no light pollution which is getting rarer every day i admire the beauty of space and everything in it and im sad we are limited by our senses not to be able to truly see the beauty of it like the colorful pictures we see from nasa of nebulas and such that we can only see because we used different wavelengths and things i really don’t know what i’m talking about but it’s ok. I fucking love sci-fi movies, man, I fucking love them. They make me feel like I’ve gotten to experience the future I’ll never see. This world fucking sucks, man, corruption, war, etc., so much fucking evil, can’t we just fucking be?! like oh my lord the aliens are just watching and laughing at us man that’s why they haven’t contacted us cuz we ain’t fucking worth it and they’re fucking right. The human couldn’t handle the vastness of space, the complexity of things, and that’s why he came up with religion, to attribute everything to a god instead of just accepting that’s how it is. We will all perish one day and be forgotten. We will die. I really am scared to cease to exist like what fucking happens to ME what actually fucking happens if non-existence is just like before i was born like i didn’t exist before i was born i didn’t feel anything i wasn’t aware i didn’t exist will it be like that after death or will i get reborn as another human or being in the universe and turn out to be a this egg that awaits to hatch and lives every single life in the universe to mature and grow into this higher being that is the universe itself (the egg theory). man, I don’t fucking know, it’s 4 in the fucking morning. I can say much more, but I will leave it here.