I, Tonya

i watched this bcs of sebastian stan (at first), and i ended up rotting here. really, i felt tonya harding so much. I felt bad on her after everything what she's been through in her life. had a mother, who's treated her with so many violences, and who didn't even deserved to call mother at all. abandoning by her father since she was just a child. and, falling in love with the wrong guy. they were so cute together at the beginning, and then i'm so shocked when he was hitting her, like, man? seriously?! but i admit it, they were so in love with each other, and wanted to protect each other like other couple, keep supporting, and be there when one of them need each other. i love it when i saw jeff always attending to EVERY SINGLE tonya's competitions and scream loudly when she's done the best. i love their relationship at the beginning to middle, and then i... i gave up, really, i felt bad on tonya. she didn't deserve to all of those. i understood if jeff wanted to keep supporting and protect tonya with any cost but that? that was turned out terrible, he's literally ruin everything, even tonya. screw him. and her mother, God, she was HORRIBLE mother i've ever known in my entire life. how could you didn't even have a VERY little empathy and sympathy to YOUR OWN DAUGHTER? that's a big crowd out there—a lot of people support you. you done good. i'm proud of you. i bawled my eyes out when her mother said that. (if i were tonya) no matter how much i hate my mother, i would go hug my mother too. i hate you, but i still need you, mother. that's it what pops up on my thoughts. she deserved a better mom so much. your honor, i don't have an education. all i know is skating. that's all i know. and, i'm no one... if i'm not skating. TONYAA. i realized that she's spending her entire life for skate, she's such a perfectionist. skate was her life, why would they have to banned her? that's unfair. everything wasn't her fault, it's jeff. she's literally had no idea to what happened and every THINGS. i love this movie, especially i always watching movies or series with my whole heart and feelings, this made me... hurt so much. even tho i was just watch this because of seb, but i truly love this movie with my entire heart. maybe i took this way too much, i kinda hate jeff from seb. he was so we'll playing his character as well, made me hate HIS character all over again and again. and margot, i knew it, you ALWAYS such a good actress, i knew it since Harley Quinn! (i already watched suicide squad, but i haven't wrote it here because i just add this app).