Before Midnight

i am in tears. in tears of joy that films like this exist. damn it i just want to scream from how emotional i am right now. damn damn damn what do i do it is 23:19 and i started fixing my sleep schedule but now i just wanna cry for 2 hours at least. these past days i was thinking so much about how time passes, how one day i will look back at where i am right now, how i am already looking back at my yesterday's self and it is both sad and beautiful. you guys who are gonna read this at any time, promise me to love this life because FUCK, GO TOUCH GRASS AND FEEL HOW NICE IT IS, GO SEE A SUNSET OR EVEN A SUNRISE (i never did it anyhow romantically or on purpose. i mean i never have set a goal and never acoomplished it to see a sunrise somewhere outside on a beach you know what i mean) OR GOT CONTEMPLATE PEOPLE IN THE PARK OR IN A GROCERY STORE. i love you so much you all and i am so grateful to be typing this for you. please know that there is at least one person who thinks about you once in a while and says how greatful she (i mean myself by that person, yeah, okay?) is to know you. sincerely and with tears drying on the cheecks at 23:28, your Barberine, Barbara, Varvara, Varya.