Ritual

“ if i don't exist, everything is pretty. maybe it's better if i didn't exist. how about my blood? maybe it's pretty. maybe i'll look. ” > “ see, i'm still okay. i didn't let go. still okay to be alive. ” this film captured the every emotion possible and the response to trauma and abandonment so well. i cried so hard when she finally get to say “today is my birthday". i got so emotional knowing that i went to something really similar. the cycle of living everyday. the feeling of not being able to accept the reality. being paranoid that it might happen again. i would really put this film in a box, keep it with me everyday and show to people how beautiful this is. “ actually, she just wanted to hear someone's voice. actually, she just wanted to stop feeling lonely. ”