Vibrator
I wasn't expecting that at all... Honestly, I didn't even know what to expect... It was deeply moving; it touched me in a way I couldn't have imagined. It was like the film resonated with me. It's strange because some scenes made me feel uncomfortable, as if I felt the same way she did. This is exactly the kind of film I'd like to make (without so much nudity, fjfjf). I also have the feeling of having a voice in my head, these cravings to eat followed by vomiting, this desire for someone to touch me, to hold me in their arms... but it hurts when I'm touched. I want all of that, but at the same time, if I fall in love, I cry. I didn't think it was dealing with a subject that's so personal to me. It's probably what makes me human after all.
Rei is deeply the kind of character I want to write. It's these kinds of characters that make me deeply alive.
take me ! take me ! I'm still alive.