Aftersun

This movie hits harder when i really see me and my dad in them  and how I always think about how  he feels without his parents and how he manages to hide his feelings also he always brings it up as a joke , and at my aunts funeral I saw him crying that destroyed me in many ways, he lost a lot of people , but still he’s always there for us , I love him no matter what , and I hate how I distanced myself from him and the rest of the family but specially him , we were always together but as I grew older and I’m not the youngest child anymore,  we are not as close as we used to be, that really hurts.