A Clockwork Orange
Do i forgive him? No
Do i like him? No
Do i hate him? No
Do i love the character? Yes
Am i disgusted? Yes
Do i love redemption? Yes
Redemption is my soft spot. ANYTHING i watch, hear or play associated with change, optimism, hope or building newer and healthier self, i fall in love with.
I doubted Kubrik, i thought he was overrated, i viewed him as a film school final boss, but Barry Lyndon and this masterpiece changed my perspective on him. This is how much i love redemption, just one movie about it fully changed my view of a director.
The disgust, hatred, violence, pessimism, vile, vain, pride, wrath destroyed and turned into hope for a better future, brings me satisfaction unlike anything else.