hayden

> "Carpe diem." *Seize* the day. no matter how many times i've watched dps, it always makes me reflect on myself. i cried so hard for those boys. more than anything, i js wanted them to be free—to be allowed to make mistakes, discover who they were, and choose the lives they wanted for themselves. > i was good > > i was *really* good and then there's neil. his story breaks my heart every time because all he wanted was the chance to decide something for himself. to pursue something he loved. to be heard. as tragic as his ending is, there's a part of me that finds comfort in knowing that, for a brief moment, he got to do something he truly wanted. he got on that stage. he acted. he became the person he wanted to be, even if only for a little while. maybe that's why the movie hurts so much. it's not js about freedom being taken away. it's about seeing how much a person can come alive when they're finally given a taste of it.

Shit or *the* shit??? i actually don't know, guys. this movie was one of the hardest things i've ever had to explain. every time someone asks me if it's good, i just stare at the wall for a few seconds and reconsider my entire rating system. will i watch it again? definitely. how was it? i actually don't know 😭😭😭

in a school bathroom is crazy

i love watching movies that i know nothing about. it makes the twists more thrilling and my reactions very genuine talaga wheheheh