Palm Springs

“We’re already sick of each other, it’s the best.” I think there’s something engaging about the time loop concept in movies which makes us want to keep watching them despite the idea having been done to death ever since Groundhog Day. First and foremost, being stuck in a time loop, means you can’t die, second there are no responsibilities and no expectations. I love that, because to me that’s a perfect to way to live. There is no pending disaster, because it  has already struck. I also believe this time loop is seldom a metaphor or a symbol of how futile life is anyways. But it also shows how love can give meaning to this seemingly boring and mundane life.  To me my whole life  feels like a time loop, the location, the people and circumstances change, but the feelings, the experiences, the heartbreak and this inherent sadness that comes with feeling every bit of feeling you can ever feel, remains the same.  Which begs the question what’s the point of anything because you know it’ll end somehow leaving you distraught and In a state which will find you sitting on the toilet crying your eyes out, wondering how you ll spend your Tuesday . Anyways, that’s just my thought process at the moment, very messy and incoherent.