Mysterious Skin

I'm never rewatching this. I cried two times watching this movie. During the train letter-reading scene and the end. It's hard to accept, that you can't erase the past. I've been sa'd as a young teen and was a part of cocsa in early elementary. I also have memory gaps or problems, my whole childhood and most of early adolescence. I never really wanted to remember, because the bits I have weren't exactly nice. It took me a while in therapy to even bring it up. I couldn't call it sa until two years in, I just walked around the subject beforehand. No amount of dv was so hard to talk about as that. I am doing way better, but watching this made me realize I still have a lot to work on.