Demolition

I just turned 18 today. I finished watching this film just before the clock hit 00:05. It’s my birthday. I cried a lot but I don’t know why. I don’t think that it is the film exactly which made me cry nor me turning a legal adult age in my country. Maybe it was that my 18-year-old self related so much to a character from a film which at the same time scared me a little bit. I genuinely can’t even imagine who will read this text. I can’t believe that I am 18. I can’t believe my feelings to. It’s just something so unexpected. Just for you, the reader, to understand the whole situation I must say that I haven’t cried like this in like 5 months or something. I just don’t know why. It felt like such a coincidence that I have watched this film right before my birthday. As if it was some fate or I don’t know. Actually I wanted to watch “The bleeder” at first, but then I remember about such film as “Demolition” from my watchlist, Jake Gyllenhaal starred in this film whom turns to be one of my favourite actors, so I have chosen to watch it. If it’s not fate then what. Anyway it was something. Happy birthday to me (00:46. 27.02.2026)