Aftersun
finally built up the courage to watch...
1. the saddest part about his love for his daughter is how combined with his depression, he undoubtedly thought leaving her was the only way to give her a better life. because when you're trapped in a mindset like his, you think the people you love deserve better than you
2. the final scene when Callum says goodbye in the airport and puts the camera away is HAUNTING. the look of sadness on his face when his daughter leaves realizing there are no more 'obstacles' in the way of what he feels he must do.
seek help when needed don't ever bottle it up