Aftersun

this was so heartwrenching in the quietest way. i felt it coming the entire time and near the end this weird feeling inside me kept growing and growing. it made me sick. when it ended it only got worse. we don't know exactly what happened, we don't know exactly what led to it. all we know is what she knew and what she could remember, leaving both of us entangled in why's and what-if's. although we can sort of figure out what happened, through all the little cracks in their seemingly perfect summer and the cracks in their lives. she didn't understand what all of it meant at the time, she didn't realize. looking back now she sees all the small things she never noticed before. i literally can't stop crying. her dad did everything to make their last summer together memorable, taping everything so she would still have some part of him left, to make her last memories of him good ones. although near the end the illusion started to fade