Manic

for awhile in my life, I’ve always thought and wanted to run away or escape and go to places like nyc, chicago, or wherever the road takes me. thinking that would make my life better or maybe I’d be happier if I were “free.” without thinking about what I’d do when I go to those places, like if I’d just ran off to those places my life would automatically change and get better. but this film showed me, that no matter where I go or how badly I want to, it won’t change anything or make my life better. yeah, I’d be happy but only for a second until I finally flash back into reality. just like the david said,“wherever you’re going, you’re still gonna be there.” and personally take that as “wherever I go, Im still gonna be here in this shitty state i hate no matter how hard I try and want to leave, and that nothing ever changes except for me.” even if I was “free” and I did “escape,” nothing would change. my life would still be the same and it wouldn’t make my life better and wherever I go, I’ll still be here.