Soul Mate

I found someone i care about. Someone i want to protect. Someone that means... more to me than anything else. I want to... make that person happy. Johan says a love confession for Ryu, but Ryu cant know it is for him. damn. my first queer story was Nana. before that, I had no notion about platonic relationships, even less about the queer ones. so, in addition to make me a fan in the process (fujoshi-ING), made me realize a lot about myself and the relationships I have had in my whole life. I found again that tenderness, that sweet and comfort feeling here in Soul Mate again, its totally heartbreaking and horrible ngl HAHAHHAH. the fact that some people, even myself, at some moments of their life, or even for forever, could find someone that encapsulates more than frienship, genre, romance and sex itself... its so beautiful and so tragic as well. and yeah. this story is no dramatic or full ot twists or something, its the the story of two people who love each other in their own way and its beautiful. if this existed like, 5 years ago, I think I would be so dead 😂 omg. I dont even know why I started to think about all this. maybe bc I relate to Johan in some ways and I feel so sad for him, maybe bc Ryu is so pure at heart and when he knew where Johan was, he went there and his heart is dedicated to be with him until the last moment. life is so unfair even in fiction:( anyways shout out to the queer stories w no romance/sex included you know my heart belongs to u🥹 saranghae... ...aishiteru oh u gay bitches stop im gonna kill myself 😂😂😂😂😂