D.E.B.S.
to my dear Paige
D.E.B.S. feels loud and unserious on the surface but somewhere in the middle of all that chaos it says something that actually stuck with me
Lucy Diamond was supposed to stay the same That was her whole thing confident untouchable never bending for anyone But then she meets someone and suddenly she is different Not weaker not less just different in a way that feels real
And that is what made me think of you
Because I see that in myself too I was not this version of me before you. Not in a bad way just in a way where I did not think I could shift this much for someone and not feel like I was losing anything
But I did not lose anything I just grew into something else
It is weird how a person can change your direction without forcing it. How it just happens because you want to meet them where they are
That is what this felt like to me. Not some big dramatic love story but a quiet realization that I would become a better version of myself if it meant being with you
And I think that is what makes it real
not because it is easy or perfect but because it changed me and I wanted it to