Brokeback Mountain

awesome. really humbling that my mother has seen this now six times and i watched it for the first time this evening.  so many thoughts are eating at my mind right now. i genuinely think that everyone should legally have to watch homosexual movies to get some sort of understanding on how lives are so easily affected by love. i’m fucking SICK. i sympathize with literally all four main love interests in this movie and understand the pain and suffering everyone fucking went through. i can’t think of anything to say other than the fact that i either have to 1. throw something extremely breakable at a wall and then grab everything else and continue until my rage is gone, or 2. run outside and scream bloody murder and fall to my knees in pure and utter despair over the fact that human beings genuinely find it wrong to love someone that could be so perfect for oneself. we idolize the idea of finding ourselves in another person, but when they happen to share the same genitalia it’s now wrong. y’all GOT ME FUCKED UP!!!!!  anyway, i’ve been crying for 45 minutes trying to wrap my head around the fact that im so tired of people thinking they’re all high n mighty. love who u love.