Sentimental Value
"I had this kind of crisis. I was alone in the house. Lying in my bed, crying. I know everyone lies in bed crying... Someone said praying isn't really talking to God, it's acknowledging the despair. To throw yourself to the ground because that all you can do."
Went into completely blind, and I’m so glad I did.
Right from the start, I was struck by the omnipresence of the color blue. It’s not just a visual choice; it becomes the film’s emotional language. It perfectly captures that specific ache of sadness and exhaustion that lingers even when life is technically "fine", "not that bad" or "it could be worse." The film understands that heaviness doesn't always need a dramatic reason to exist.
And the eyes in this film… wow. There's an entire, unspoken conversation happening just in the characters' glances. You can feel the weight of what's being communicated or deliberately left unsaid.
What really got me, though, is how the film subtly suggests that this melancholy might be hereditary. A quiet current running through the family. It made me think about all the things we choose not to see in the people we love, simply because it's easier to look away than to acknowledge how deeply someone might be hurting. Your brother, your mom, your father... Sometimes acknowledging their pain means feeling it yourself.
The story wraps around you like something heavy and warm. You don't just watch these characters; you breathe with them, you ache with them. By the end, my heart was completely in its hands.
#i cried#i'm not gonna see this again