Cure

i remember when i was showering and dissociated all the way through. that went on for over 3 days. that was when i watched that freaking 'perfect blue' anime of satoshi kon... now, i think it's coming back. maybe because the character itself, mamiya, felt alike to me. but strongly because of the way the movie sounds. like- there was that one specific airy and somewhat ticking sound that changes its form throughout but never its overall feeling (or rhythm?). istG. it was like alan splet's work in david lynch's movies. it was like the 'mima's theme' of ost of 'perfect blue'.