As You Are

lying someones lap, them holding a joint up for you and then caressing your face is the most romantic shit you can do dont even play i wish you were a girl and jack putting on make up and a dress will haunt me in my dreams i dont even have the words to express how that alone made me feel. and this was so beautiful and devastating and yeeaaahh again with the tortured sad gays but i liked it it felt really raw authentic and deep. i personally think mark killed himself but for once i liked the ambiguous ending… and this being called as you are which is probably a reference to come as you are by nirvana and the lyrics in that song being “no i dont have a gun” and mark literally saying well i guess he did have a gun about kurt cobains death and his death also maybe being a suicide maybe a murder is insane and genius