Boyhood

I wish my dad cared about me like Ethan hawke cared about his kids. Maybe he does care for me like that but I don’t accept it. Maybe I should start to tried to accept his care but he hurt a lot of people that I care about and I don’t believe he deserves it. When Ethan hawke had the conversation with his kids in the car about talking to him and having normal natural conversations I started crying because I think I wished I would have that conversation with my dad. Then I starting thinking g about everything he had done and I didn’t want that. But watching the movie I couldn’t stop thinking about that and then all the step dads started being introduced in the movie and I seen him again but in a bad way. I started to cry again because I thought of all the bad things that he had done. I wish when my dad was around I cherished him more. I do love him and miss him but I wish Ethan hawke was my dad