Autumn Sonata

i mean cmon. i'm fully crushed. my bones are mushed into a million pieces, my body is a puddle. why must you do this to me. there's a constant feeling of disgust filling you up the entire movie, but like, its kind of peaceful. like i still want to be a part of that family and live in that house and accept the never-ending dread that comes with it. i keep going into Bergman movies thinking "it can't be that good" - and its that good. fuck