Bill Clinton Haunts Me

Pedazo de película. Un montón de layers planteadas de manera expositiva, todo ello solamente mediante diálogo. A pesar de ser una película lenta, las conversaciones, los personajes y el transfondo son tan profundos que, la verdad, no se siente para nada tedioso, al contrario, uno pierde la noción del tiempo y, de la nada, llega a ese maravilloso final, típico de Kiarostami. [1524](https://youtu.be/sCYYgtYK0bY)

Goofymaxxing Pensé que iba a ser una película de terror, por lo que terminé llevandome una grata sorpresa. Algunos de los efectos son muy buenos, mientras que otros goofy af. No sé cuán a propósito fue eso. [1524](https://youtu.be/nkCwGCDaaZ4)

> - I've decided to free myself from this life > - What for? > - It wouldn't help you to know and I can't talk about it. And you wouldn't understand. It's not because you don't understand but you can't feel what I feel. You can sympathize, understand, show compassion. But feel my pain? No. You suffer and so do I. I understand you. You comprehend my pain but you can't feel it. > That's why I ask you to be a true Muslim and help me. Can you? Masterpiece of slow cinema. Is it worth to be buried? **Extracts from actual suicide notes:** **Extract 1** Please mention me sometimes in conversations with my parents. Please call on my mum. You know that they loved you like their own daughter. **Extract 2**** **You have a part of me at home and you have to raise her, you have to tell her about me some day. I love you with all my heart, with all the strength I have left in me. Forgive, I will always be close by. I love you forever [*first name*]. **Extract 3 **I am sorry I have failed you so much. I am only asking you not to tell the children about their father. **Extract 4 **I am sorry for misspellings and the handwriting but I cannot calm down writing this letter. My hands are shaking because of the worries. Why did it all have to end like that. **Extract 5** Mrs. [*last name*] (*Mum*). Thank you for Christmas. You have not wanted me since I was little. I am moving to Dad’s. He will receive me there. **Extract 6** I feel like nothing, a person who will never achieve anything in life any more. You have lost trust in me and you are right. After a week after being discharged from hospital I started feeling like a leper, I could not look at myself. I have understood that I will never find myself and that I have failed everybody (you, children, family, friends, the firm). Why should such a person be alive? **Extract 7** Apologize to everyone on my behalf. Your parents that I did not manage to give happiness to their daughter, my mum and uncle. Thank them for everything I received from them and apologize that I will not be going on merry- go-rounds. Apologize to [*first name*] and [*first name*] that we have not found a common language, even though everyone was trying. Apologize to [*first nam*e] and [*first name*] that I will not attend the first communion celebrations. Thank your mum for delicious jellies, goulash, cabbage, your dad that he was treating me as a true son- in-law and may he drink my health sometimes. Tell my father that I thank him for my wrecked childhood and that he has always treated me as a parasite. He will feel better now. You have been very good to me, by your side I have looked like a human being, well dressed. I have felt valued. [1535](https://youtu.be/Aa_PDKKc2_A)

Should've been better if it stayed as lost media, which means Jodorowsky's Dune would also be tedious and jarring to watch. Regardless, in every other sense than the plot itself, this is amazing. Every single aesthetic, artistic and technical aspect is almost perfect. Never watching again, unless I learn polish somehow [1538](https://youtu.be/VNqV5khUVbQ)