Brokeback Mountain
FUCK U ALL I SOBBED SO HARDRDRDRRYUEFIUFHBNEDFIJNW OH FUCKING GOD WHERE DO I START…. you see that fear in every glance ennis gives jack, in every tense, jerky handshake w strangers, in how ennis can’t even say “ILOVEYOU” w/o choking on terror. AND JAAAAAAACK he dares to hope, to dream, to imagine a life together, and is repeatedly crushed by ennis’s fear, the world’s judgment, and their own impossible circumstances. omggg. the emotional weight of this movie is unbearable. they marry women they respect, but don’t love because society DEMANDS it. they have children, families, responsibilities, but their hearts are elsewhere. and every xmas, every fishing trip, every secret meeting is a STAB of BITTERSWEET JOY. u’re laughing, smiling, almost 4getting the world is against them, then u remember, they cannot be themselves even in private for long, because fear is always looming. THAT ENDING. THAT FUCKING ENDING. I CAN’T SAY SHIT ABOUT IT. oh my god. okay bye.