Looking for Alaska

I really liked this series at first, but some of the saltiness made me understand it more. It's been really hard to watch after Alaska's death. The labyrinth is suffering and I choose it, Alaska said "to be continued" and she is right, I, like the characters, will continue after the death of some people in my life and I do not want my family or My friends lost me the same way. An excellent series that means even more to me than to others.