The Butterfly Effect

i went on youtube after and searched up the alternative endings what the fuck balls bro im crying i was also thinking the whole thing started with that random girl in the bar asking to see his journals which was completely accidental but altered his life so substantially and in one ending even leading to his death, its so complex and raw in its themes but it made me so happy when everything clicked in my head like when u realise why his dad was saying "it has to end with me" or something like that and that his dad wasnt insane he just had the same things that evan had  I love chaos theory