Before Midnight

But you remember i used to sing and play guitar and write songs? I’d still like to do it. But i don’t get to - there isn’t time….very few people realize what it is like for an active or passionate woman to have a child. Some friends told me , "you’ll see, you’ll want to throw them out the window " but the truth is i never wanted to hurt them once but i thought about ending it all for myself a hundred times. god It’s scary how deeply I see my reflection in her. She literally embodies the fears I have for my future