Aftersun

oh my god i am never watching this ever again i am sobbing no actually i was not expecting this - okay so at the start it was peaceful and sooo nostalgic for me sure it was a slow burn movie but for me the nostalgia made it feel so much more personal  i love my dad so much and those dancing scenes and learning how to dive brought back so much and then slowly you get little snippets that something is gonna go wrong there is almost a ominous theme throughout and i felt i was almost waiting for something to happen but the way it was slowly suggested throughout made sure the memories scenes were established if tha makes sense but also i was so confused by the rave scene which he walks into at the end that is him giving up and older sophie is trying to get through to him by using these memories but he can’t listen so it’s implied at the end he kills him self which i cannot even handle oh god and that’s why he buys the expensive carpet as he knows he is going soon and then they used david bowie which just sealed the deal tbh - i did love how it represented how  parents aren’t perfect and kids have this perfect idea of our parents but in reality they are people too amd they struggle with their own things without the kids even being aware of that so wow but the constant references to this is out last dance this is whatver just looking back on it is not okay no this is too sad