Shortbus

i look back to things that were when i was 12 years old. and im still looking for the same things now.a movie that starts with a guy ejaculating in his own mouth will end with you crying, believe it or not. so heartfelt and bittersweet in the best way possible, i feel like an influencer because im obsessed. james’s almost suicide tape made me so deeply upset, and his necklace with baby him and baby jamie on the other side might’ve been one of the best things i’ve ever seen and genuinely had me on the verge of tears every time i saw it for no reason. i think there’s something admirable about this many people agreeing to do this much unsimulated sex (i sound like the worst person in the world) and it doesn’t come off as numb or emotionless, it plays out as a very real connection, especially the woman sophia was watching in the beginning coming to talk to her with her boyfriend in the end, and i appreciate the instant attachment everyone seems to have. jamie and james might just be one of the best gay couples ive ever seen and i have a lot of love for ceth and the unnamed?? voyeur neighbour, because yeah you should just forget about it and go hang out at the club together. post suicide attempt or not in the club you’re all fam, sucking dick and cock (this is the time and place)