Michael

im trying to not think about it anymore so i stop sobbing i cried so hard that people at the cinema were looking from their seat to know whatsup  i had to force myself to cry in silence because this was too much  normally i calm myself during movies by saying it’s all fiction but now i couldn’t bruh we tried to stop my crying by saying « stop he’s dead anyways » that only mad it so much worse bruh i wish i was his parent and took care of him and fuck all that fame and money i wish he could’ve been living his childhood in whimsy and peace and love i wish he’s in a very great place right now  bruh why am i crying again now i just stopped myself ugh ugh ugh my heart is heavy