Sherlock: The Empty Hearse

I finally continued Sherlock and co. and I'm so Sherlock and jonhlock pilled that I'm gonna throw up so lowkey needed to rewatch this I never understood the hate for John,he lost Sherlock and was grieving him for 2 whole years and then he randomly shows up. What do y'all want him to do wtff???? Still to this day can't believe we got sheriarty kiss but just the thought of Sherlock kissing someone like that other than John and even John is so crazy to me. Sherlock and Mary saving John is one of my fav scenes ever ughh. Ohmygod Sherlock genuinely cannot live without John it's crazy. And John can't either,ik he did for two years and stuff but there was Mary,he would've been so miserable without her. Could've just shot himself but yeah do we not go that far??