Moonlight
ice it down, black & blue swelling, let cold sit on your skin till you turn into ice. turn as hard & unforgiving as the world tells you to be. become immovable when you bathe, when you speak, when you fall to the ground. what is a man but Nobody to himself & anybody? ice, just rolling out into the water trying to drown sorrow. ice, waiting for moonlight to melt.
who is you man?
the middle of the world, a boy
blue in the sea that counts ten
seconds at a time, that calls.
all the names: little, chiron, black.
the only, the word used
to make people feel bad. a stranger
that holds on to the imprint left
in sand, lost in a hurry; ghost-
like in a realm of dreams you can’t
ice away. a heavy head that needs
a shoulder to lean on, nothing else.
#alone#i love love#queericons#tears#hbo max