Mysteria

As I was looking for a way to pass the night, I felt frustrated. I debated flying to New York for the evening as I found this city so god damn boring when trying to pass time past 9pm. What is there to do besides eat and drink? Decided to check this film out because I overheard a table I was waiting rave about it. And it gave me tenderness and a sense of pride to this city. It’s wonderful to be a part of something and feel connected to the place you come from. I often find myself hoping to escape. But I love my home.  Also how the fuck did the film literally any of this

I showed Sabrina this film. It’s wonderful to watch this perspective from a married woman, as it’s so often perspective we shun through men. It is much more palatable through the eyes of a woman as much shame doesn’t exist from our counter parts.  It’s becoming one of my favourite films

Marilyn was the blueprint

I see my self in our ugliness. It’s what brings us together. I want to destroy you. You are a stain my legacy.