
he never even spoke to anyone on the telephone😭☹️😭☹️😭☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭☹️☹️😭☹️😭😭☹️☹️☹️😭😭☹️😭☹️😭☹️😭😭☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭☹️

so many questions and yet no answers

took 30mins to remember that i have watched this before

oh so it never gets better. i want to write a paragraph about this but i'm not sure what to write because all of it is too much for me to put into words and too private to put out into the world for anyone to read and just know. so i will do what i always do until it comes back again and again and again.