nixumbriel

*good men die too, so i’d rather be with you~*

*“and when we love and resent the same person, that’s when they control us the most”*

i rarely say this… but this honestly might’ve worked better as a short film. i wish that, in exploring the idea of “first times,” the film dared to look beyond the usual beauty and romance of it all. first times are awkward. they’re messy. there are mistakes, miscommunications, and, especially with (you know…) gay sex, so many specific intricacies that could’ve made this story feel genuinely honest and interesting.