Memento
"You know, the strange thing is, I don’t even know how long she's been gone. It's like I've woken up in bed and she's not here, because she's gone to the bathroom or something. But somehow I just... I just know she's never going to come back to bed. If I could just reach over and touch her side of the bed, I would know that it was cold. But I can't. I know I can't have her back. But I don't want to wake up in the morning thinking she's still here. I lie here not knowing how long I've been alone. So how... how can I heal? How am I supposed to heal if I can’t feel time?"
This really described how it was to be him and how he actually can never move on from her death, he lives it each moment and each moment that passes by he realises she is dead. It's HELL
This movie was a whole roller coaster honestly and this was one of a kind, it was like each scene was a twist in it's own way i don't think i will ever find something like this ever again