deez

One thing I really like about this movie is that every time I try to defend her, someone always declares that she is a cheater. It's like they don't want the viewer to be on anyone's side. Don't side with her because she's a cheater, and don't side with him because he's someone who's always running from his problems and blaming others. Don't side with the kid too because he tries to recreate the scene that happened by giving the dog aspirin just to confirm that what he saw was true. This movie also made me realize that I'm actually the husband. The resemblance between him and me is that he's the old version of me. And that made me love him more. I choose my own path, I create it with my own two hands then when I hate it I would blame my mother for the way I am. It's her fault that I am like this. I would also blame it on people who had it good when I was suffering to strife love on the table and to look at myself again in the mirror. I couldn't accept that I was wrong because if I do I would did just what he had done to himself. And when I realized that I'm actually the problem I would make myself a victim and again blame my mother for that. Some scenes genuinely hit my heart with a shotgun and it's like telling me that you're the problem of all this, the decision that you made, made others have to clean it up for you, and I'm a bitch. And I would constantly say stuff that made my mother a bad person just to make myself look good, because I despise her and I'm as pessimistic as any human could ever be. I want to win, I want to achieve but I never try. Then I would go ahead and blame it on my mental health. And I would do bad things to myself to justify the action that I did. Writing this all down makes me realize I could easily change the way I am but of course, I don't plan to. I just don't think everything is my fault and I want my mother to be in this hellhole with me. I mean all this won't have happened if I hadn't been born. Another thing I like about this movie is that Swann Arlaud looks absolutely good like the amount of time I got distracted by him is actually crazy.

if i were a fnaf fan, i genuinely would hate this

they talked so quietly the whole time but they groan and moan the loudest. i think i kinda woke my family up. this was genuinely so intimate that instead of busting my nut I cried.

sara goldfarb i will always love you