Eighth Grade

"I like giving advice, and talking about doing stuff. But I can't really actually do that stuff. Im really, like, nervous all the time" Honestly I really look like that in my jhs, being not confident and nervous all the time. Not really mean I don't have any friends at all, but most people looking at me strangely and thought that I was weird. Since that i always talking with myself as if I were a YouTuber, giving advice what should the audience does if they feel not confident and want to change themself. But I really can't do my own advice, it's just look so fuckin' dumb and lying to myself that I could change. Like, why are there mean people in jhs?? especially in 8th grade