8½
The effort of remembering, the self-criticism, the attempt to organize and understand oneself, and finally, to understand your own limitations and try to enjoy the spectacle that is life.
8½ came to me through David Lynch's statements about the film; finally, I understand the love he felt... honestly, I would love to elaborate further on all the intricacies, details, and reflections present in it myself. Because in my head I can understand it, reflect on it, but I can't express it in words... perhaps that is my greatest limitation.
All I can do is be greatful for being alive and having the opportunity to contemplate such magic present in cinema, even if, in the end, the reflections remain guarded only in my soul.