Demolition
Man I really didn’t expect to love this movie this much. I was really positive throughout this movie that I was gonna write this long and lengthy review that was really just venting about how I like this movie and it would be like ten or more sentences long. Now though it’s 1:59 am and I’m a quiet tired and I have school at 7 am but also I’ve been known to run at school easily with 3 so would it even bring me down? Who knows although the other day I got a solid 6 hours of sleep. Truly life changing would recommend. Although after that I decided to take more melatonin to try and get myself into a better sleep schedule. Which is funny that I would even do that since 5-10 I got too used to taking melatonin and my brain couldn’t go to sleep without it because when I was 0-4 I just couldn’t ever go to sleep so I started taking melatonin got to used to it and then I stopped. Now I just really can’t sleep all that much. Anyways. What I was actually trying to get to was after taking this melatonin I actually woke up at 5 am. Approximately and it was around 5-6 hours after I went to sleep. But I couldn’t go back to sleep, but I was also running completely fine at school. So now I’ve began to realize that my brain (as a 15 year old btw) can’t go to sleep for more than six hours so one day hopefully I can get 8 and take advantage of that and become normal again. Funny I actually quite normalized going to school with 2-3 hours of sleep and it was in biology that I realized I should stop. The teacher was having us write these notes and I was writing them and then I started blinking out and back not like falling asleep but like blurs. I tried to fall asleep once for mirror seconds but then realized that my teacher was the type of teacher to yell at you for sleeping in her class. So I had to lock in until lunch. Until lunch hit and I was refueled even though I don’t eat at all. So weird how I can go so easily without eating anymore when I used to feel really bad for not eating before but now I can make it through two days normally. But when I get to eating I EAT like so much food it’s insane. Eat an entire pizza the other day. Didn’t shit it out or nothing yk just decided to eat a pizza. Even though I don’t eat that much at school I’m actually something of a big back myself. Although my fast metabolism helps me out. You know honestly I don’t even know what “fast metabolism” means I just know for now it affects my body in good ways and whenever people ask how I’m not fat I just say “well I have really fast metabolism” but I actually have no clue how it works. Why don’t certain people have fast metabolism though? Like when we originated did some people just naturally eat a lot so there body could take it and some didn’t? Isn’t that weird how so many races, people ect evolved in society differently? Well the plan was to have all my ranting end up meaning something relating to how I like the movie and I’d rant based off the movie but it seems I’ve lost the plot for sure. I did write for a good 15 minutes. Maybe I should get a journal? Why am I asking you though? No one’s reading this? 5/5