Better Off Dead

"Masa harus ada yang meninggal dulu baru aku ditemani ?" I hate how good this movie symbolizes on being left out. I felt every moment the main character go through. When my father died , no one other than my close friends offered me condolonces for it. I really hate wanting to do something for attention. Why cant they just treat me like how they treat their other friends? Why do I have to be different in order to BE their friends ? Yes I do have other friends im grateful for but they have their own life. But sometimes wanting other friends that treat you like a human being is okay. All I want is a simple acknowledgement from them. Why cant I have that ?