Punch-Drunk Love
I don’t know how Paul Thomas Anderson does it. I felt nauseous and horrified for half of this. Watching Sandler’s character deal with so much anxiety, self loathing and violent outbursts was so incredibly hard to watch (and obviously some serious undiagnosed stuff going on). And yet there are moments of such incredible magic.
If you watch it trying to understand motivations, or give a reality check, you’ll lose the sensation of this movie. Just feel it.
also would not recommend if secondhand guilt/embarrassment/anxiety/literally anything is hard for you