Demolition

I usually don't write bigger reviews, but this deserves one because it hit me like a truck. to understand why this hit me like a truck, I should start from the beginning, like from when my life started to change. It all started when I passed out from 10th grade, came out of my comfort zone after 13 years of institutionalization. Unfortunately, I had to join a college which I totally hated and only joined because of my mom's wishes. I'm glad that though the college was shitty, it gave me some real good friends, as the school ones suck ass. It was all good until this year’s January, when competitive exams hit me like a furious bull and suddenly my scores were getting compared to friends, family, and all the mfs out there. thankfully, films and songs stood by me, along with the real ones from college. Finally, it was time to join uni, which again was based on scores and I had to get into some fuck-ass college. Life really has been like a cycle. The last two years were different, but the same patterns still happened. think of it like this, my life is like riding a cycle, and the past two years were me changing gears and exploring new places. My soul, my mind, my heart whatever you wanna call it, is yearning for a change right now. I just wanna switch the vehicle and be with someone, listen to songs and dance in public, break stuff, deconstruct shit, and become a fucked up child/adult just like Davis. Jake Gyllenhaal is no more one of my personalities, he is my MAIN personality, period.