Maniac
Its surprising how much existential crisis can be caused by mere chemical imbalances in our brain. Its not as easy as just switching a computer on and off, consciousness can’t be reset, everytime you wake up you don’t start conventionally fresh, wish we would but there are no wires that can be plugged out. Our only consolation is that, its an experience in which you’re not alone, all souls are in fact on a quest to connect in the future (maybe digitally in the year of our lord 3021), a quest that our minds have no awareness of wink wink Neon Genesis.
PS : Shout-out Ben Sinclair (High Maintenance) for making everything better.