Death Note

I hate the ending a lot, always hated it, I forever wish that one of them won not Near, I genuinely want a different ending every time I rewatch it, because a lot of things could've been better than this ending for me, I know bad never wins good shall win and all that crap, I don't care who won, I fucking loved and enjoyed both but I just wanted a better ending like Light winning and killing everyone - and actually being the ruler or L winning and being the one capturing Light and prove he was right all along. I always wanted Light to win since my first watch in 2021 (I was 12) I saw him as a God-like savior, I never saw what's wrong with what he does (still agree with the killing of bad people) but I dislike killing anybody who's after him, he could've just stopped knowing what ever they think of him and when he doesn't change it he won't be suspected!, but he's a loser and an emotionally abusive asshole and probably also physically abusive with the way he treated Misa. I just wish he'd never touched that death note in his life.