A Different Man
this was a great one
it's a lot about identity and stuff
when Guy says Edward committed suicide, it wasn't just a cover-up. he literally peeled Edward off. he woke up a different man.
I feel Edward didn't think he would lead a super happy life if he stayed the way he was, especially with all the health complications. so when he saw Oswaldo doing things that he wouldn't have thought to do, like yoga or karaoke in a public place, he started thinking like 'what was i doing wrong?'. so he becomes obsessive and jealous of Oswaldo because he's leading a more appealing life than he thought he could, even with his deformity.
by the end, he doesn't feel like Edward or Guy anymore. he feels replaced by Oswaldo, like had he stayed the way he was before, he still could've had a great life with Ingrid and everyone else. if only he could be more like Oswaldo.
and he never seems to be comfortable in his own skin. like even when he was Guy he still wasn't as confident, he still had his back hunched like he did when he was Edward.
I was kinda frustrated that he never told Ingrid that he was Edward but maybe that wouldn't have changed much.
he didn't want the face, but he's haunted by it. he never really owned it either.
Sebastian Stan what a man!
and I'd like to say Oswaldo was a very forgiving man cause dang
also I was NOT prepared to be flashed
Sebastian Stan has feminine fingers