Thesis

Denial of desires, interests, forbidden pleasures, suppressing the satisfaction obtained from the unacceptable. Secret drives do not remain completely hidden, although great power is exerted to silence them. Lying to yourself, hiding that shameful part, disguising your fear of not being accepted. The violence manifested in the gestures, speech and relationship between the characters is present in the title and sets the foundations of the overall idea. Lust undergoing its upheaval, passing from psychological to physical. Deeply involving into violence, stimulated by the thrill. The interest in the idea of violence and the actions taken to gratify it. Seduction and succumbing, after persistent attempts to resist the strong attraction, leads to vulnerability, confusion and blind belief in the irresistible. The charm, intoxicating the senses, pushes to bond with the beautiful, cold and burning danger in contrast to it. Neglected, the ordinary pushes towards the realization of the truthfulness, cold physically but warm soul delight, security and support. The camera, replacing the eye, capturing the gruesome actions, raw essence, confusion and unspoken desires. Merging, controlling, prodding, feeding ideas that don't match the morality, the camera is a witness of the accomplished and realized strictly individual notions. (When a handsome boy asks me: "What color are my eyes?", that's my sign to run)