Hereditary

I never wanted to be your mother.  Why? I was scared. I didn't feel like a mother. But she pressured me.  Then why did you have me? It wasn't my fault! I tried to stop it.  How? I tried to have a miscarriage. How?  However I could. I did everything they told me not to do, but it didn't work. I'm happy it didn't work. You tried to kill me. No, I love you!  Why did you try to kill me? I didn't! I was trying to save you!