Eternity

this made me realised i choose a wrong person when i was in joan position. i was attracted by the idea of him. he was so similar to luke, aesthetically pleasing and everybody want to be with him. but like joan i was reminiscing my larry everyday. glad it didnt last but god idk why im so stupid not to choose my larry when he infact love me more and treat me right, just bcs one simple misunderstanding, i left him. i fucked up. spent years wondering why my heart had turned so hard, why i couldn’t get myself to open my heart to anyone. now i know why; it was the guilt. and i was too much of a coward to contfront the mistake i made. p/s: I DID NOT CHEAT. they legit made me choose one of them cause apparently they like me at the same time. ergh cringe but wtv. and why the hell am i confessing all this in here BAHAHAHAHAH