Before Sunrise

"But loving someone and being loved means so much to me." the thing is that i need to speak to someone about this while being in this. i'm always so scared that i would never find a single person in this world who thinks like i do. can we please spend a whole day talking about anything and everything and being existential and sightseeing and people watching and look at each other and share our ideologies and encounter other more random things and have so much fun  i love how they are self aware but also do not limit themselves to anything. its so beautiful to watch their beautiful love unfold even when you know its going to end. it's an endless loop of encounters and making the best of everything while having each other. i'm in awe of how this makes me feel and i kind of want to kill myself because i kept crying but wow. this is poetry this is art this is love  this felt like i was following them and much less of a film, like it was a real experience rather than a film and i witnessed everything. i like when films feel so real i don't know what to say. the dialogue was so well written and i liked everything they were talking about. they just went with the flow and their conversations flowed so well.  welcome back hiroshima mon amour. couldn't stop thinking about it while watching this. my heart aches and i think about hiroshima mon amour every single day of my life "you were made for me, your body fits me like a glove, devour me destroy me so that no one else after could understand the reason for so much desire." GOD now i will be thinking about this one equally as hard every single day ever  "I like to feel his eyes on me when I look away." shout out to this genre of lovers who know they have an expiration date and will leave each other eventually or sooner than expected. my favourite thing ever that always kills me  "Everything is finite, but don't you think that's what makes our time and specific moments so important?"  so so so romantic without even trying and i feel like im feeling everything at once. this feeling overwhelms me, of pain and love. "I'm going to take your picture so I don't forget you or all of this." and i just killed myself i actually just killed myselfthe record store scene a little overrated because i have so many other scenes i like more but still cute